Celebration in Red Box..^^

(red box's bill..)

(Doing what? busy eating? or just pretending?XD)

(wow...look delicious right?XD)

(wow...five girls can finished all?@@)

(make a wish~~)

( My birthday cake. Thanks to my lovely best friends.)

more pics will be uploaded soon.^^

Today I hang out with Yee Theng, Pig, Wan Yin and Yee Feng again.

So unfortunately, I unable to meet with Shi Jie.

Feel a bit upset because she is going to KL soon and that day we forgot to take picture with her. sigh..

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I was having a very crazy today.

Kept on "syok sendiri" when I mixed with all of them.

I still remembered the moment when Yee Feng, Yee Theng, Pig and I sat together in class and acting and even being like a crazy people.

(Actually I was the one who always acting like a crazy, just maybe sometimes they will get influence by me.XD)

I do really miss the moment we studied together in McDonald and Yee Feng's house last time.

Having many sweet and unforgotable memories be with you guys.

Can we go back that moment we have past through together? I do really miss you all! T.T

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Today was the most crazy moment that I have been passing through in Red Box after I have been there for so many times and with many different friends.

All of us not only kept on singing and chatting inside but also kept on shouting, screaming, being and acting like a crazy..haha.

All of us quite high..but I think Yee Feng didn't influenced by us at all. sigh.

Four " siao cha boh" inside the room, left one normal. But finally she also ran out to find her bf.=.=

can't stand with what we have done!?XD

But I can't believe that we crazy until this type of standard..haha.

That Wan Yin summore learned Micheal Jackson's dance. OMG. all of us laugh like a crazy and feel so weird.

She was really high..XD

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After that they gave me a BIG surprise!

I never think that they will celebrate my birthday for me today!

I feel so surprise when Yee Feng and Pig were holding a cake and walked in the room.

Then the song we sang suddenly changed to a birthday song. So touch..T.T

Thanks to you all!!!

Muacksss~~XD

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I'm so happy that I still can celebrate my birthday with you all although we were already leave our secondary school.

Aspecially Yee Feng..I never thought that I can passed through my birthday with you since you leave us to Australia several months ago.

Feel so happy and touched!

I love you all..

Wish to can always meet you all..^^

Friendship forever..

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Happy Birthday!^^

Dear, I'm wishing you have a very happy birthday here.

And I am so sorry that I can't be with you and celebrate together with you today.

We are just too far apart..and yet you are so busy.

Is really hard for us to meet each other. Sigh..

Hope that next year we can celebrate your birthday together...^^

Do you know that actually until now, I still can't believe that what you have did yesterday!? Really OMG!

Yesterday when you sms me, I was still inside the college.

Yesterday I need to stay back at college until 7.30pm to attend my netball training. That's why I didn't replied your message.

I think maybe you thought I forget to reply your message, so you phoned my house phone to find me?

Yesterday when I reached home and opened the door.

My grandma walked to me and told me got a guy phoned my mom and told her something.

I really blur that time, and I got a lot of question marks above my head.

OMG! WHAT'S GOING ON?

I really don't know what was going on!?

OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!(x 100 times!)

After when my mom told me that, my whole brain was just thinking why you suddenly did that!? OMG!

You really....scary !!!! ><"

How many peoples actually dare to do that!?

I'm sure that not really many people can do what have done by you yesterday.

Gosh..now I really nervous for the arriving of next week. =.=

You and my mom really made me so speechless. I don't know what to say anymore. ><"

I'm having a many fun and joys to hang out with you guys today!

I miss you all a lot!!!(Yee Theng, Pig, Shi Jie, Wan Yin and Yee Feng!!!)

I really can't believe that I saw CHIN YEE FENG today!!!!

I was soooooo surprise when I saw her in Gasoline. Really miss her a lot!!!!

Finally she comes back to Malaysia from Australia!!!

Actually I don't know why I kept on thinking that today is 23th of June.=.=

When I saw her, I summore asked her a very stupid question:" Eh? You not coming back on 23rd of June meh?"

I knew that I made all of them so confusing..

Yee Feng:" Ya la. Yesterday night lor. Today is 24th!"

Then I just awake!!!OMG! Maybe I was shocked by someone too much..haha..XD

So sorry that I forgot about that..haha.I'm not purposely to do that also!

Yee Feng, I actually still remember the date you coming back..^^
I just forgot that day is 24th.
That's why I feel so surprise when I saw you in Gasoline.

And today I finally met some one very "high"..XD
After I have heard about many crazy story about the things that she have done before, then I knew her through plurk several months ago, I finally met her!
All of my friends wonder what if she and I meet together what will happen next on..
haha..That's Wan Ying!!!
conclusion comes out: super high + super high = very high XD
Two of us really high when we met each other.
Shi Jie sumore asked:" You two first time meet each other arr?"XD
I think two of us don't look like the person who first time meet each other.haha.
But frankly, I not really like Gasoline.
I went through the menu for many times, but I still can't decide what I want to eat. I think about half an hour that I have been holding the menu and I was so confusing with what I want to choose.
Finally, we changed restaurant!

We sat pig's car to Gurney. Unfortunately, She Jie doesn't followed us.
We went to Siam Express in Gurney because there have half price for the Siam Tom Yam Mee within 4-6pm.
By the time we went in is already 5.55pm.
When the moment we wanted to take order, the waitress told us the hapy hour moment is already over.
That Pig sumore asked:" why? haven't reach 6pm wor. Just 5.55pm."
I knew that her attitude was right! But I nearly fainted then I heard this from her.hehe..
No choice, so we forced to eat also.
I and Yee Feng ate Siam Tom Yam Mee. Then Yee Theng ate Green Curry with rice(something like that la...haha.)
This was the first time I went to Siam Express. Hmm. not bad la.
Still acceptable.^^

BUT what else had made me feel unforgateble today was..the driving skill of PIG!!!!
Really OMG! Suddenly my driving skill is not very good. But I really feel that mine one is better than yours..XD
You made all of us kept on shouting and screaming on the way went and back from Gurney! So SCARY!!!!
Phew~ luckily I'm still alive now.haha...


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Redbox again!

I went Redbox again this afternoon!
But this was the first time I hang out with my coursemates.
(Christine, Yi Ling, Shu Han, Sheau Pei, Ivy, Yi Feng, Connie, Ming Ong, Hwa Teng,Wei Inn, Zheng Keat)
Having a very different feeling today..haha..
Then only I realised that I'm really out-dated!
Many songs that they sang today, I really never heard before. =.=
Maybe I'm really having long time don't listen to chinese songs..haha..
But what make me feel so funny was...they sang hokkien song in the redbox!!!!OMG!
This was really the first time I met someone sang hokkien song in Redbox!haha..
What an interesting experience for me! They are really cute!

After the karaoke section, christine, Yi Ling, Connie and Yi Feng went to shop.
And I followed Shu Han, Ivy, Sheau Pei, Ming Ong and Zheng Keat to play games.
Actually I'm more interested on shopping..but I knew myself sure out of control when I shop.
So I just decided to followed another gang that don't want to shop.haha...
I think I was making a right choice today..cos I only spent RM3 by following another gang to play games!haha..
We somemore played basketball shooting over there.
Boys VS Girls!haha...
But We don't really care about who wons finally..
Just all of us quite enjoying and concentrate on the games for breaking the records!haha..

After that, Shu Han, Ivy, Shaeu Pei and Zheng Keat followed my car went back their hostel.
Shu Han complained that I was driving too fast!=.=
Actually quite dangerous today!
I nearly knocked by a car just cos of my suddenly break when the traffic light turned red.
All of them got a big shock!
Aspecially Sheau Pei...haha..She said actually she was very sleepy that moment but after she got a big shock because of me, she totally awake!haha.."chio si me!"
Something weird happened when we was on the way back to hostel.
Ivy asked me to drive slowly because she wanted to listen to a song(I have forgetten what's the title of song.).
Then I said okay, and I slow down my speed.
Actually I planned not to accelerate the speed anymore but I forgot actually I have to break when I drove over the hump.
Then all of them get another big shock when my car was passing over the hump.
After Zheng Keat went back to his hostel, they only told me that actually he had knocked his head to the window.
Opps..I am so sorry!
I'm not perposely to do that! "Paiseh"..XD
I will be more be careful next time...=P

After I brought Zheng Keat and Ivy back to their hostel, I followed Shu Han and Sheau Pei back to their hostel to discuss our hubungan etnik's assignment.
Sigh..so boring...And we have to complete it by this week because Mr.Ardian said all of us have to pass up next week! arghhhh!!!! pek chek arrr!
But no choice for us..keep on working hard to rush our assignment!!!!!
Still have IT assignment haven't start to discuss anything..
And tuesday we somemore have IT needs to do presentation!!!!
OMG! How come so many things need to be done!!!!
I think I really need to plan my time for study!
All the tests are coming this JULY!!!! about two weeks time!
No more hanging out and play!
Need to put more effort on my study!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!

Tomorrow I really have to complete my hubungan etnik's assignment then start my IT's assignment already.
Then study! study! study!
Need to rush my Fundamental Mathematics now. T.T

Not in mood.

Don'y know why I feel so moody suddenly.
I don't know why those feelings come back and ruining me again.
I feel tired with it!
This few days, I can't kept myself to concentrate on other things..
Just keep on thinking what had happened around me this few days.
I was having a very bad feelings when I was kept on thinking about that.
I knew that I should stop, but I failed to control myself.

"GIVE UP!"

My mind keeps on pop-up this two words!
Too many things that make me want to give up, but I know is really hard for me.
Just because I don't DARE to give up!
I hate myself from being this way.
But...I just fail to control myself!
I hope that I can just cry out as I want!
But...I fail to do it again..
Don't ask me why..cos I also want to know that!
What can make me cry now?

Argghh...
This type of feeling is really driving me crazy!!!!!
God, please help me to be more brave!
Please help me to have more courages for breaking the rules!
I don't want to act and being like an idiot anymore!!
I hate myself now!
I HATE MYSELF!


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Past and Present.

I have studied in TARC for three weeks.
I started to get used to the environment over there.
Sometimes, college life reminds me many things....my secondary school life.
After schooling, we somemore have to rush to tuition.
Although sometimes really tired, and even fall a sleep in my tuition class.
But I'm still so enjoyed that type of life.
Tuition together with all my friends, we studied hard together..
And of course played hard and talked hard..XD..haha..
All those was the best memories in my lifetime.
Aspecially last time I and Ah Sin tuition together that time.
Sometimes my mom will fetched Ah Sin went to tuition together.
In the tuition class, we ate sweets..concentrate sometimes, but sometimes we will drew something weird on each other's notes that given by tuition teacher.
I do really miss that moment!
I miss the moment we tuition BM and English in Tanjung.
I miss Ah Chan teached us BM karangan.
I miss Mr. Felix teched us English essays and sometimes do miss his cold jokes..XD
I miss Ah Sin always told me that Mr.Felix is cute last time..haha..(although sometimes he don't comb his hair..=P)
I miss the moment all of us will feel tension and nervous when we was forced by Mr.Felix to pass up his essay before we went back home.
I miss the moment we went to Gama and bought snacks and breads while breaktime..
Gosh! I really miss it!

I also miss the moment I tuition add maths in L.L Tan.
I miss Ah Sir's cold jokes and weird story.
I miss his stupid action.
I miss the moment I tuition over there with Lydia, Ai Yin..blah blah blah( so many ppl..XD)
I miss his add maths lesson!
I really love add maths and maths! XD
I still remembered last time Ai Yin and I sat together and kept on talking.haha..
Hmm...just when I sat with Ai Yin only I din't concentrate in the class.
So..in conclusion...she is too talkative...not me..XD..haha.
(I can imagine if she saw this, she surely will kill me..XD)

Recently I started to mix around with my coursemates.
And actually I feel that most of them are quite nice and friendly.
I even can started to joke around with them.
Laugh out loud without caring about my imej..
Hmm...finally have some feelings to my college life.
Maybe my college life would not be what I have thought last time.
Maybe it would be interesting also...right?

Yesterday I suddenly realised that still have about three weeks, exam are going to start!
OMG! I feel like I din't even start to prepare anything for it.
Still have two assignments about Hubungan Etnik and Information Technology need to be done before that!
And somemore still have so many homeworks for different subjects need to be done everyday!
OMG! OMG! OMG!
I need to rush! Rush to complete everything as soon as possible!
I need more time to study!
Why the time passed by so fast!
I need more than 24 hours for a day! arrgghh...It drives me crazy!

Sigh...
Need to calm down a bit.
If not next time you all will visit me in Tanjung Rambutan.
Going to rush my hubungan etnik assignment and my tutorial homeworks now.
Feel like I'm going to faint...@@
But still have to enjoy it..right?
Yea..I think so.
Instead of grumbling around, I think I should learn to enjoy the life I have now. right?
Busy life always brings a lot of memories. =D


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Having a very bad headache now.

(I took this pic on december of 2008. Apartment stay at Batu Feringghi.)

My life had totally changed now.
Sometimes I do really miss my past time.
I miss all my friends.
I miss the moment we all passed through together.
All of us always did something that breaking rules! How crazy we are!?

Who said that study in college will having a enjoyable life?
Who said that college life is more interesting than secondary school life?
Who proved that?
Maybe the subjects that we learned in secondary school are quite boring.
But I really miss the moment all of us did the crazy and "sampat" things together.
Sigh...I know that is no point for me to think about the passed because we unable to back to the passed.
So..from today onwards, I will look forward! Work hard for my future!

Now, I am so busy everyday.
ASSIGNMENT!
PRACTICAL WORK!
PREPARATION WORK FOR PRESENTATION!
STUDY!
SOCIETIES!
SPORTS!
Non-stop from busy about all those things!
Not really too much time for me to waste!
Sometimes I even felt like not enough time for me to finish my things!
Sigh..

I don't want to regret again.
I want to get good results!
I need to work more hard!
Seriously...DO MY BEST ON WHATEVER I DO!
This is thing that I learned from him.

Have to finish my two assignments about programming and IT tonight!
arghh...no time for me to revision today!
And I do having a ver bad headache now.

But I have no time to rest.

A lot of things are waiting me to rush!

Getting crazy now...ishhh..>.<

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A very happy gathering in Redbox.

(wow~ eat so much! this is only the first round?@.@)
(ah sin, tiew tiew and me..)
(lay lay and me.)
(ah sin and me.)
(can you see me? Right hand side one...XD)
(tiew and me.)
(poh gaik, me, hui ling, phaik ean and lay lay.)
(yeah! friendship forever!!)

Last Thursday I went Redbox after college.

I arrived Gurney at 5 something in the afternoon, and I was waititng for them for about an hour.

Lay Lay, Lao Zhao and Ah Sin arrived Gurney about 6.40pm I think..

I have been to few places while waiting them over there.

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First of all, I went Reject Shop.

I brought many clothes to their fitting room and tried them out.haha..

Actually I'm not planning to buy anything, but I can't stand.haha..So I bought one lastly.XD

I think if my mom finds out, she surely will kill me.

This is just because she had warned me so many times not to buy clothes again!

However, I really FAIL to do it again!haha..

Hope that my mom did not realise that!XD

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After that I went to Popular for searching some refrence book.

I'm finding "Computer Science - A struture Programming Approach Using C" and "Discovering computing 2010".

But actually I'm not planning to buy these two books because they are too expensive for me and they just get to use for only two semester.

I think maybe I will just borrow from library everyweek? photocopy? hmm..should think about it first.

I heard some of my friends said their senior told them actually the lecturer's notes is enough for examination but I just wish to learn more than what the lecturer teach..how?

hmm...buy or not? I can't really make this decision! ishhh!!!! kill myself better!

Sigh...

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After I came out from Popular, actually I'm planning to go MPH for a look but Lay Lay told me that she and Ah Sin, Lao Zhao have arrived Gurney.

Then they said they wanted to go to Popular. =.=

So I followed them again.

Ah Sin bought a book about the story of vampire. I think is about love story about human being and vampire.

The title of that book is "Twilight"? Is it? I don't really remember that..but if I din't misktaken.haha..

She was so addicted to that book and kept on mention about how nice is that book.

Really can't stand her! But she made me feel quite interested to that book..XD

Ah Lay bought Pengajian Am's reference book over there.

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Four of us were sharing the things that have happened around us recently.

I suddenly feel that I'm so lonely.

Now all of them still staying the same school.

Although I don't really like the school they studying now, but I feel that if I can spend my time with them and study with them together, I will be very happy because only them can make me acting and being like a crazy...keep on talking nonsence and laugh out loudly without caring my own image.

Goshh!!!I really miss my secondary school life! I want to get back to CDK! I'm feel so enjoying when spending my time with all my friends.

However, I hate some of the teachers inside. Aspecially that new principal! yuck!!!!

But I want to thank Pn.Lee! Thanks for helping me to certified all my documents that day!XD

So that I no need to face that " BAK GEH CHENG"... I heard many of them said she is the one who very troublesome. Luckily I can escape her!XD haha...Thanks Pn. Lee!

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We were being like four crazy girl in the Popular and we nearly din't realise is about 7 something. =.="

Then four of us were rushing like crazy to Redbox. =.= feel like an idiot.

Then after that Tiew Tiew, Hui Ling, Phaik Ean and Poh Gaik reached!

Poh Gaik is still the same. Still so addicted to TVXQ! lmao...XD

I have no feelings now I think...even five of them were standing in front of me.

hmm...maybe I will feel that they are handsome, but I think I won't shout like a crazy anymore.

Just wondering, why last time I will feel so excited even I just saw them inside the TV?

What was in my mind last time? (unsure..hmm...)

What I know is...I was acting like a fool last time when I was addicted to some idols.

OH MY GOSH!!! I think I'm really some of abnormal last time...lmao!XD

Friends, now I'm already back to normal! I won't do that anymore! haha..

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I went back very early that day.

I think about 10 something because my mom and dad came there and fetched me back.

They said they unable to fetch me too late because they have to work on the second day and I need to go to college the next morning also.

Okay, this reason is acceptable! Sigh, now just wish that my mom allowed me to drive alone.

I think will be easier for me to go any where.

God bless me please.

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I do really miss all of them!

I miss Ah lay, Ah tiew, Ah sin,Phail Ean, Hui Ling, Lao zhao and Poh Gaik!

I'm wishing to have another gathering soon!

I'm so enjoyed to hang out with you all!

Friendship forever!

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Keep on breaking records. good or bad?

(I took this on the way back from Jusco. I really love sky.)

Today I followed my mom and dad to Jusco in BM because having one day sales over there.

Actually I'm quite lazy to follow them because I know they will not buy any clothes for me no matter there is one day sales or not.

They always complain that I'm buying too many clothes..=.=

But finally, I also followed them.
This is just because of I'm a good daughter and I'm trying to accompany them to shop although I know that they won't buy any clothes for me..haha..

Yea..I'm really too good! Praise me faster! haha...XD

Did you ever sweating in a shopping mall? I did.

Today was my first time to sweat in the shopping mall.
There was so many peoples over there and the air-con inside the shopping mall had out of function. >.<

I'm really feel weird that time. Why I'm so lucky today? hmmm..=.="

I just kept on rushing my mom and dad to go back.

Finally my mom and dad brought me to the food court and treated me a cup of coke. =.=

Sitting over there for a while and chatting with them.

Then we went downstairs to buy some things then leave.

The first time I felt so impatient when I was shopping in a shopping mall.

The very first time in my whole life.

It breaks my record again!

And another thing that breaks my record today is.....I have only spent RM10.90!!!

The first time I went shopping but just spent not more than RM20.00..wow~

Today really is my breaking record day! Let's celebrate! yo~~ XD

Yesterday night, I think is about 9 something or 10pm..

I was chatting with him in msn.

Then he told that he is going to cut off his streamxy.

I was really shocked by him.

Then he told me his phone bill came yesterday. The total is RM216.25.

I nearly got crazy when I heard that much of amount.

I knew that I'm the one who was always chatting with him and last month we really chat a lot.

I think almost everyday. Maybe just few days that had been missed out but last month he did phoned me quite frequently.

I'm really feel so guilty.

He told me not to feel guilty and he said that was not the highest record.

I was shocked by him again. WHAT!? RM216.25 IS NOT THE HIGHEST RECORD!? THEN WHAT IS THE HIGHEST RECORD!?

He said over RM300.00 last time. Is it he trying to make me feel not so guilty or more guilty? T.T

I'm feel so sorry to him and keep on apologize to him. Haiz. I think two of us really need to control ourselves this month!
The reason why he wants to cut off his streamxy is also just because that he wants to save more money. headache..
This phone bill breaks my record again.=.=

Yesterday about 12 something I think, I was chatting with him again in the phone.
Two of us chat until four something in the morning.
Then I told him about the nightmare I have made when I was napping.
What makes me feel so scary is...I can't even differentiate that's the reality or it is just my dream.
I really can't differentiate what I have dreamed was the thing he told me previous night or just my dream.
But I just know that, if my dream happens in reality, no matter how much I love him and care about him, no matter how much he did and scacrified for me, I will still break up with him.
When I woke up from my dream, I just kept on trying to calm down myself. I knew I shouldn't think too much. It was just a dream.
Will it happens in the real life?I don't know.
But I think I should believe him.

After chatting with him in the phone is already 4 something in the morning.
I knew that he was very tired.
So I asked him to sleep.
But I din't feel sleepy at all after we hang up the phone.
I switched on my pc again and started to study hubungan etnik until 5 something in the morning only I climbed to my bed.
This breaks my record again.
I never did this before in my whole life.
Hmm.. suddenly feel that, this two days I kept on breaking my own records.
How come huh?

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Switch to blogspot

Hmm...I thought I won't switch to blogspot forever.

But I'm so wrong.

I'm feeling so so so lonely to use wretch to blog.

This is because I'm the only one who use wretch to blog among most of my friends.

Hmm..maybe I'm not the only one..But I still feel lonely.haha..

I know I'm crazy but this is my way of living.

From today onwards, I will start to use english to blog.
I know that my English was suck but I will just try my best to let you all understand my English.
Maybe is time for me to change from Mandarin to English.
Life should be always change, so that we won't feel bored easily.XD

I love busy life rather than just sitting over there and "goyang kaki".
Maybe this type of life style sometimes will make me feel tired or whatever.
But this cause me experience and know more about life.

Actually what should a life be?
I really don't know.
But what I can do is just work hard and fight everything for what I want...
So that I won't feel regret in the future.

"Never let the fears striking out, keep on playing your game."

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