Lost

Sometimes I wish I will be alone.

But sometimes I scared to be alone.

I don't know what I was thinking.

Actually I'm not thinking much.

But don't know why I just feel like there's no ones who really understand me.

Maybe no ones can understand me cos I always try to keep my true self from others.

I scared people to find out more about me.

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I wish there will be a person that will....

always understand what I am thinking of.

always accompany me.

always make me laugh.

always make me feel I'm the only one for him.

always make me feel comfortable.

Maybe, I'm too greedy.

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Sometimes I feel the life I'm having now is not what I want.

But I don't know what I want actually.

I don't want anything but I just want a person that really listen and care about me.

Maybe I really don't know how to appreaciate.

Maybe I will regret one day.

Maybe whole world will ignore me.

Maybe I'm always useless.

Why I will feel tired so easily?

Maybe someone is right..

I can't really successful with this type of attitude.

I have attitude problem.

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I can't see my future.

I'm lost.

I'm tired.

Can I just leave ?