Tsunami in Haeundae

Calvin picked me up with Jia Wei and Yi Lin in the afternoon.

I feel weird cos I failed to recognize Calvin's car although Jia Wei told me he is driving silver's Vois.

In fact, I just can recognize our local car, my dad's Hyundai and Mini Cooper.

No other than that.

Every car looks the same for me. LOL.

I knew that I'm weird but not my fault. I also don't want to be like that. =(

First time I meet with Calvin (my accounting's sifu) and Yi Lin.

Nice to meet you all^^

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We decided to watch "Tsunami in Haeundae".

I met up with Wan Wai and his gf accidentally when we were buying movie ticket in GSC.

Then Yee Theng came over Chopper Board and met up with us.

We went to Popular after Chopper Board.

Then Chee Yang came over and met up with us for movie together.

I saw a very cute Winnie The Pooh's tumbler cost rm 20++.

I feel like want to buy it but because of my financial problem I gave up. =(

Arrghh....I love that a lot.>_<

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Something happened when we watched Tsunami.

All of us felt our chairs were shaking. So Scary.

Except Jia Wei =_= he can't felt anything. swt!!! insane.

Really scary you know.

Earthquake when we watched Tsunami.

Seem so cool huh!?=X

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After movie we went to Penang Bowl.

Jazz came over and met up with us.

Only Yi Lin, Calvin and Jia Wei were playing.

Jazz, Yee Theng and I sat aside looking around and chatting.

This is my first time went to Penang Bowl and of course I don't even know how to play bowling. xD

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Our actual plan should be going to Coffee Island after that.

But because of the earthquake, they said better don't near to the places that have sea.

Yi Lin said she don't want to die before she is having her STPM. LOL!

Then finally we decided to go to Garlic Chicken's street to have our dinner.

After that we went to Pasar Malam near my house.

But actually we didn't walk into the Pasar Malam also. =___=

We just passed by. swt!

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I really love Tsunami in Heaundae.

This movie really funny and touching.

Made me laughed hardly when my tears dropped the laughed hardly again.=___=

I feel like I'm going to Tanjung Rambutan after watching this movie...

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Actually I'm extremely worried about him for whole day since I received his call when I was in Gurney.

I can felt his is a bit down.

I asked him but he refuse to tell me.

He just said he is okay and asked me to enjoy myself.

How come I can enjoy myself after I realised that he is down?

Sigh...

Maybe he is too tired recently. =(

Hope he will be happy always..

Paradise Beach.

Woke up late in the afternoon.
Actually just planned to have lunch with Jia Wei and Yee Theng.
After lunch, Yee Theng fetched her sister to tuition.
Then we decided to go to Paradise beach so suddenly.phew.

We met up with Vampire, Wan Yin and Jazz over there.
The first time I went to Paradise beach!
Yee Theng, thank you so much! muacks. xD

After beach, we summore went to Gurney Drive to have our dinner.
Then Sunrise McD for ice cream and Garlic Chicken's street for tao hua. haha..
Having a very nice day!
But... no more long jeans for beach! ==

Shoes of Vampire, Jia Wei, Yee Theng, Wan Ying and Me.

Me and Yee Theng. ^^

Leg of Yee Theng and me.

I love beach!!!

What are they doing?

Actually we are trying to take pic of an emo guy at the back. xD

But Yee Theng, you really look beautiful in this pic.

I love this pic a lot!

Wan Ying and Yee Theng! xD

Vampire and Jia Wei.

Yee Theng, Vampire and Jia Wei.

Walk to the sea? O_O

Vampire and Jia Wei again.

Look like a couple? xD
Dunno they will kill me or not when they see this. xD

This pic nice.right?

Posing~~

Opps. blocking by a guy..

I want to try this next time!

It is really cool!!!!

ewwww...What's this?

Bamboo?

Gurney drive for dinner at night.

When Wan Ying took this pic?

How come I dont know. =="

Gathering Day!

(This pic quite blur =( lay and yen wen not inside...sigh)
(me and ah sin)
(Hui Ling...Our beloved future nurse. xD)

(Cute ah sin. Maybe she will kill me when she see this pic. xD)
(Last but not least! Out Lao Zhao. xD)

I went to fetch Poh Ling to Old town and met up with Vannice.

After I resigned until now.

I already have several months didn't met up with them.

Unfortunately, Su Ying, Hui Yin and Yee Juan didn't join us. =(

Quite miss them.

Although last time my job is quite boring but they are interesting.

Luckily they accompany talking and playing around. hehe..

If not I will really bored to death.

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nearly fell asleep when I met with them.

Not because of they are boring, but I just seriously lack of sleep.

I just slept few hours.

Extremely tired.

We sat over there about 3 or 4 hours. LOL!

The first time I went to Old Town so long time. ==

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I went to Old Town again at night.==

The very first time I went into the same place twice.

I meant Old Town.zzzz

I feel a bit weird when Ah Sin sms me and told me they decided to go to Old Town.

Sigh..finally I also went in..because of my beloved ex- secondary schoolmates.

I really miss them a lot!!!!

And I felt very surprise that Yi Lei and Yen Wen were going too.

I think after SPM, we already didn't meet up with each other until now.

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Now all of us were choosing different road to walk on..

Yen Wen and Hui Ling are studying nursing in KL.

Yi Lei is studying QS in KL tarc.

Just Lay, Ah Sin, Lao Zhao and Tiew are studying form 6 in MBS now.

Sometimes I will feel like I want to study form 6 together with them.

Although they told me a lot of people had changed after they went in to form 6 but feel like still can study together is a very happy thing for me.

I knew that we are impossible to stick with our friends forever but just feel like that things that I study now is not what I really want.

Sigh..no point to think so much. I have already made my choice. =(

What I can do now is just work hard on it.

Maybe I will love the things I study..one day..maybe...

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Can I get myself back to secondary life? =X

Dating

(The sky is so blue..)
(What's he doing? hmm...)

Driving alone to Gurney and met up with him.

Then I brought him to my house again.

Not going up to my house and visiting.

Just trying to show him how to go my house from Gurney. =.=

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Then we went to Gurney watched "Where got ghost!?".

This movie extremely funny.

I kept on laughing in the cinema.

I was really having a very long time didn't watch this type of movie in cinema.

But this movie really nice.

Sometimes I still will laugh when I think of some scenes of this movie. xD

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After that we went to Sushi King to have my brunch on 3 something in the afternoon.

Before that I planned not to eat but he wanted me to eat something cos he scared I will have gastric.

But I really don't know what I want to eat.

I brought him from down stairs to up stairs, from up stairs to down stairs again.

I don't know what I really want to eat.

Finally I decided to went in Sushi King.

We didn't eat any extra Sushi but just order a set of rice.

Cos...we are poor. xD

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After that we drove out from Gurney.

He taught me the way to go Jeti.

Feel weird.==

I think I know how to go to Jeti from Gurney..hmmm..

Maybe.. xD

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Then we went back to Gurney drive.

We walked along the beach side and chatting..(is it consider as beach side? hmm..maybe..)

What we felt so funny after that is..

When we were sat on the chair over there and talked..

Got an old uncle play oldies songs beside us..

Just seem like what playing in the movies.

Romantic huh? LOL!!!

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Thanks to my dear that giving me such a happy day^^

Bankrup. T_T

(I love this hat =D )

Today I went Queensbay with Tha.

I did bankrup!

I bought a key chain, a jeans and a new digi number.

Actually I'm not spending much but I was already very poor before I went to Queensbay. =X

After that we went to Sakea Sushi.

The very first time I went in there.

I prefer their Green tea compared to Sushi King..

I'm not really eating much...

So..I'm not really having comment about it.

After Queensbay we went to pasar malam for a while.

The first time I wore long jeans to pasar malam.

Hot!!!!

End up, I din bought anything from pasar malam.

feels like nothing for me to buy..zzzz

Christine's Brithday celebration.

(wow.. Yi Fen and Jian Shu..first couple in M43..titanic? XD)
(Me and Yi Fen)
(Me and Connie)
(Me and Yi Fen again. Two siao po in M43. but now I siao then her liao==)

(Me and Zheng Keat)

(Connie, me, Hwa Teng and Wei Xuan)

(I love M43)

Yesterday was not only the last day of exam but also was our Christine's birthday.

Actually I planned not to go cos I felt extremely tired.

The day before the IT test, I only slept for not more than 1 hour.

But end up, I also went to Red Box and met them up.

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After Red Box, actually I supposed to meet up with Ai Yin and Pei Wen for movie.

Then meet Yee Theng and Pig at night at Coffee Island.

But my trip changed finally.

I went to watch "The Unbelievable" with Yee Theng them.

Hmm.. no comments on this "ghost movie"..I just felt that I wasted RM8 to watch it.
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After movie, Yee Theng, Vampire, Wan Ying and I went to Coffee Island.

Actually Pig suppose to go along with us but finally she ppk us.Isshh>_<

But we just sat there for a while cos is really bored.

And I quite down yesterday. Maybe I was just too tired.

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But I was having a good memories with my coursemates.

All of them are so high in Red Box.

My coursemates...really cute. XD

Lost

Sometimes I wish I will be alone.

But sometimes I scared to be alone.

I don't know what I was thinking.

Actually I'm not thinking much.

But don't know why I just feel like there's no ones who really understand me.

Maybe no ones can understand me cos I always try to keep my true self from others.

I scared people to find out more about me.

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I wish there will be a person that will....

always understand what I am thinking of.

always accompany me.

always make me laugh.

always make me feel I'm the only one for him.

always make me feel comfortable.

Maybe, I'm too greedy.

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Sometimes I feel the life I'm having now is not what I want.

But I don't know what I want actually.

I don't want anything but I just want a person that really listen and care about me.

Maybe I really don't know how to appreaciate.

Maybe I will regret one day.

Maybe whole world will ignore me.

Maybe I'm always useless.

Why I will feel tired so easily?

Maybe someone is right..

I can't really successful with this type of attitude.

I have attitude problem.

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I can't see my future.

I'm lost.

I'm tired.

Can I just leave ?

TIRED!

Exam week started. The war has just begun but I already feel extremely tired.

Yesterday I slept not more than 2 hours.

I fainted on my bed after came back home from my HE test.

I still have 4 subjects to go after I was having my English and HE.

I don't know whether I can make well in my exam or not.

I knew that I really need some confidence but I don't really have it.

Everytimes I think of my family, I feel very stress.

I knew that they are having a very high expectation on me and I scare I will disappointed them. =(

I can't believe that I cried in front of him that night when I was chatting with him in the phone about my study.

I was shocked by myself also but I lost control.

I thought I can handle my stress and hide it so well but finally I fail to do it.

Seem like I was having an explotion suddenly after I had kept too many things inside.

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The hacker's incident had made me felt quite down these few days.

It keeps on disturbing my mood seriously.

I always influenced by it and can't kept myself concentrate on my study.

But now, I decided to ignore it.

Actually not really important for me to find out who is the hacker.

What can I do if I really find out? No point at all.

I don't want to waste my time on thinking such things.

What I have to do now is just concentrate on my exam.

I'm going to work very hard for it.

I shouldn't waste my time on such useless things.

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I had settled 90% of my Accounts and Fund Maths.

Need to be more concentrate on my Programming and IT.

These two subjects are the poorest subjects for me compared to others.

I'm going to put more effort on them. T_T

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Recently I keep on thinking whether should I go to attend an English course or not.

I really need to improve my English. =(

I'm headache which center that I should go.

Cambridge? Not really expensive but I got many negative commands from my friends.

British council? Very expensive but I heard my friend said that there is really good.

I really don't know how to choose.

Gonna think about it seriously after my exam. sigh..

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Your love Is A Lie

I can't stop thinking something that I had realised.
I wish I could be more stupid than I am, so that I won't realised anything.
But it is just too late.
What I can say?
Maybe the reason why I keep on fooling by others is..
I am a fool.
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I fall asleep by the telephone

It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone

Tell me where have you been?

I found a note with another name

You blow a kiss

but it just don't feel the same

Cause I can feel that you're gone

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I can't bite my tongue forever

While you try to play it cool

You can hide behind your stories

But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else

But I feel it

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

But I see it

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I knowYour love is just a lie

It's nothing but a lie

You look so innocent

But the guilt in your voice gives you away

Yeah you know what I mean

How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you

And do you think about me when he fucks you?

Could you be more obscene?

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So dont try to say you're sorry

Or try to make it right

Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else

But I feel it

You can tell me that you're home by yourself
But I see it

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know

Your love is just a lie

It's nothing but a lie

You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else

But I feel it

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

But I see it

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know

Your love is just a lie

I know you're nothing but a lie

Your love is just a lie