Keep on busy

Finally, all my tests temporarily passed.
Actually it doesn't affects me a lot.
I feel that I am not hardworking enough for those tests.
Don't know why sometimes I was trying to ignore all those tests.
I had received the result of two subjects.
Frankly, my results sucks!!!
I hate this kind of result!

I failed my IT.(23.5 / 50)
My friends told me is doesn't matter because there was only 4 persons pass this tests.
My IT lecturer told us is okay to get above 20 because the test is above our standard.
But for me, I will feel that why those people can scores "A" but I can't?
Yea, I know. Maybe I was not hardworking enough.

Today I got my results of accounting's test 1.(59 / 100)
Although pass, but I still feel embarrassing to get this type of results.
Shu Han told me don't too sad because I was the first time to take accounting test but I just can't control myself to being emo.
I feel that I can do better than this.
Need to work more hard on other test.
But I understand that sometimes study hard isn't enough but have to study smart...Sigh...
Seriously, I'm going to plan my time properly and start study hard.
I don't want to see the dissapoinment of my family aspecially my grandma.
I promise, I will work even harder than now. No jokes!
Now I'm waiting to see my maths, english, programming, accounting(test 2)
and Hubungan Etnik's results. Sigh..
Really not in mood to accept the facts!

Yesterday I was really having a verybad days.
I received Yee Theng's message after I finished my accounting's test.
Then we went to Kimberly Street to eat "tau hua".haha..
Yee Theng and Jia Wei seriously addicted to "tau hua"..lol..XD
I thought we Wednesday only went to Gurney drives and ate "tao hua".
Then the second day we went to Kimberly street to eat "tau hua" again?..lol.
But these few days keep on hang out with them, I finally know where is Sunrise, upper Penang road and Kimberly Streets.lol..clap hands for me..thx...XD

Sigh, Chin Yee Feng is going back to Australia tomorrow.
Since she came back from Australia for one month, I had just met her up for three times.
But I felt happy also lerr cos I never think that I still can celebrate my birthday with her this year.XD
Wish you pass your test over there and get into the University over there sucessfully.
Wish you all the best over there.^^

Now I'm coughing non-stop.
Yesterday I was having a very bad headache and fever but I was still rushing for my programming's assignment.
Luckily we are able to pass up our group assignment on time.phew~
I nearly give up yesterday night but luckily I successfully write out that program. phew~
But yesterday have taught me a lesson : NO MORE LAST MINUTES WORK!
It is really tiring..

Today I was planning to hang out with Yee Theng again.
But my parents don't allow me to hang out cos I have been hanging out with them almost everyday for this week.
Sigh..nearly bored to death at home.
I want to hang out..T.T


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*Obsessed*

(I love Beyonce with her straight hair. look beautiful..)
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Finally, my programming test is over. *phew*
Extremely tired!

A day before I took my programming test, I have only slept for 2 or 3 hours.

But I still have a lot of things don't know how to do.

Sigh..after the test one, accounting, IT and Programming are the subjects that I should work more hard.

Actually I felt that the paper is not really very difficult, but just I didn't have enough preparation for this test.

There was so many explanation for me to explain why I can't do my best in this test.

But I don't want to explain for it.

Because I know that all of those explanation are just excuses for me to rum away from the problem.

I'm just admit that I didn't manage my time successfully.

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Yesterday I was planning to hang out and meet Lay Lay after my programming test.

But I received her sms and phone call when I was in CA.

She said she unable to hang out with me cos of "cirit birit". =.=
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I was planning to sleep after went back home.

But before that I online and chatting with my friends in msn and playing games again.lol..

Then finally Yee Theng, Jia Wei and I planned to watch "OBSESSED".

(Actually we really had a very long discussion before we decided to watch Obsessed.lol...)

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I fetched Jia Wei first, then Yee Theng's turns.

I really don't like to drive at night!!!!

I can't see the road clearly.

I felt so dangerous, when I was driving yesterday.

Luckily I can reahed Gurney and went back home safely yesterday. *phew**Amitabha*

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Don't know why I kept on being so stim yesterday.

I nearly fell down when I walked down the stairs.

Maybe I was too tired but I still want to hang out. lol..

Happened so many funny things yesterday.

And I first time felt so tired to be a driver.

A fella who sat next to me yesterday kept on shouting.=.= *quite annoying*

And that Yee Theng and Jia Wei kept on bullying me yesterday night..T.T

(This two bad fella.Why I have this type of friends!!! so unlucky!!><)

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What's have made me feel so funny was...

When we watched Beyonce and Ali were fighting in the movie.

Don't know why Yee Theng and I very nervous.lol..

Then suddenly..we saw someone who felt more nervous than us with his eccentric sound....

(I think I no need to mention who was that again...XD)

Yee Theng and I were laughing non-stop in the cinema because of him.XD

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After the movie was aready around 11.45pm.

wow..The first time I went movie with my friends until so late.

But I very enjoyed yesterday although I felt extremely tired.(aspecially while I was driving=.=)

I don't want to drive at night anymore!><>

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Next Thursday my second test start.

First subject that I'm going to take is Accouting.

Have to work hard for it!

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Oh yea..I nearly forget..

I want to thank Connie here for teaching me programming yesterday.

Thanks a lot.^^

Childhood

Have you seen my Childhood?

I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around

In the lost and found of my heart...

No one understands me

They view it as such strange eccentricities...

'Cause I keep kidding around

Like a child, but pardon me...

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People say I'm not okay

'Cause I love such elementary things...

It's been my fate to compensate,

for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?

I'm searching for that wonder in my youth

Like pirates and adventurous dreams,

Of conquest and kings on the throne...

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Before you judge me, try hard to love me,

Look within your heart then ask,

Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way

'Cause I love such elementary things,

It's been my fate to compensate,

For the Childhood I've never known...

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Have you seen my Childhood?

I'm searching for that wonder in my youth

Like fantastical stories to share

The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

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Before you judge me, try hard to love me.

The painful youth I've had

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Have you seen my Childhood....

Finally. ^^

Recently my mom always said:" wah! so hardworking ar? unlike you ler..you scared me a lot."

"SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD WHEN I HEARD ABOUT THIS? "

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Phew~ Finally that busy week have past away!
3 tests and 1 presentation have already done...so happy!
But busy life still keeps on..
After that three tests, I need to rush the homework for whole week.
Because of the test, everyday just study like crazy but I didn't do all my homework.
And I still have 4 assignment need to be rush..Life is still maintain the same.
Hmm..or maybe..more busy than last time? I think so..=.=
Tuesday have to pass up my netball's assignment but actually I still not sure what I'm going to do.
Just now my parents just brought me to Tesco and bought some materials back.
I think I will try to finish it by tomorrow. I wish to.
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Friday, I have faced my IT's test..
I feel extremely bad after came out from the CA.
Sigh..I really don't know what I can commented on it.
I have a lot of question that I don't know how to answer.
And I don't even really understand what's the questions asking actually. Totally dead!
After I have faced my English, HE, Fundamental maths and accounting's test.
I think IT really dissapointed me a lot.
I used a lot of time to prepare it but I think I will get the worst results among them. Sigh..
I think I really have to put more effort on my IT..
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When I was on the way back home from college on Friday, I faced a very heavy traffic jam.=.=
It took me 45 minutes to reach my home..It nearly drives me crazy.
I nearly slept when I was stuck over Union High School there.
I was seriously lack of sleep for few days.
Stupid FRIDAY!
Recently, I realise that I can take about 20 minutes to reach college if I drives through the mountain there.
But I don't pass through there everyday.
I will just pass through there when I was nearly to be late.
I prefer to use mountain there, but my parents don't allow me to drive there.
They said is too dangerous. =.= Sigh..
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I have slept for 12 HOURS!!!!!
I slept on 9.30pm something on Friday night then I woke up at 9.30am the next day..
Someone also said I'm sleeping pig already..
I'm not always like that what..just sometimes..when I feel extremely tired.XD
But I feel sorry to "him".
Sorry for cannot accompany him for this Saturday and Sunday bacause I have to rush my homework and assignment. Sigh..I'm so sorry about that.
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I will have a programming test on this coming Friday again..Sigh.
I haven't finish my study. Headache..
Tomorrow I have to rush my netball's assignment and I have to tidy up my room.
I don't know I have time to study my programming or not.
Arrrgghh!!!! *pek chek*
Today I somemore waste my time on dreaming and doing nonsence. Ishh..
Feel like want to kill myself now..><
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Now is already 2.35am..
Had been raining non-stop for whole day.=.=
Tired..
Going to bed now.
And I wish that I can finish everything by tomorrow.
Good luck to myself.

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Mid Term Test!!!

What a busy week for me!?

3 test and 1 presentation need to be done!

Feel like seriously lack of time to finish all my things. arrgghh!!! "pek chek"

I have seriously lack of sleep for this few days.

Really wish to sleep for few more hours everyday!

I'm still suffering with the people told me that college's life is very free?

Hmm..is it because we are taking different courses?

But I just know that my course is really busy!!!!

Is really hard to be free.

Assignment! Homework! Presentation! Sports! SSDP! bla bla bla..all those annoying stuff..>.<

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But actually I'm really having a very happy day for today!

I have done my HE's presentation and my fundamental maths! Phew~

I wish that I don't have any mistakes in my fundamental maths.

And what have made me feel so surprise was my presentation's grade!

Is really better than what I have expected! XD really excited!

And the lecturer said that he loves our group's assignment.

This really made us feel that we really didn't wasted our time to put in our effort into this assignment! ^^

Really nervous when I was presented my assignment to the class. lolz..

Today was my lucky day I think.

All the things went through so successfully. ^^

Wish that the luck will keep on sticking with me. XD

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Now I just left HE's test for tomorrow morning and IT's test on Friday!

After that I think I can sleep as long as I can..XD

But I think I won't be free after the test.

Still have 4 assignments need to rush!

Of course, still left a lot of homework..

I want to finish all of them on this Saturday and Sunday.

And some of them need to pass up to the lecturer for checking purpose.

Wish that I can complete all my assignments and homework on next two weeks.

Then I think is time for me to prepare my final exam!

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No more last minute study!!

Aim to the best and fight for it!

Aza aza fighting! >.<

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Found in lost

Micheal Jackson.

A man that I have known him since I was still a child.

I heard his song and watched his concert's video when I was small.

My memory to him - A guy who is really good in dancing.

My dad's idol but I actually don't listen to his song very often.

I think I was just addicted to one of his song last time - "You are not alone"

I do really love the lyrics.

This song really brings a lot of memories for me.

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Sometimes I do really impress him.

Impressive with what he had written before his death.

Maybe all those lyrics was his the most real personalities.

Another face of him that don't really known by all of us.

We always hide our true face from others to protect ourselves.

I don't really sure that is it everyones will be like that or not.

But I know, I am.

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Unfortunately, he died of cardiac arrest on June 25, 2009.

Two days before my 18th birthday.

I seldom focus on what he have done and all about his news.

And actually I just felt surprise but I was not really having the feelings of sad or down when I heard his death.

Maybe he was not really important to me in my life.

But recently, I saw many of my friends mention of his name.

This would not happened before his death.

Many of them keep on repeating to listen to his song.

Suddenly so care about all his news.

Hmm.. don't know why..I just feel like actually we don't need to do that.

We should do that when he was still alive.

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Don't know why I suddenly feel that we will just learn to appreciate after we have lost something.

Why you all don't try to appreciate him when he was alive?

What's the point to appreciate him now?

Okay..maybe we can said that although he is already died, but he still lives in our heart and memory forever.

Although he is already died, but he still left many of good songs and memories for us.

We unable to appeciate him before his death, but we still can appreciate with what he had left to us before all those things lost again.

Hmm.. maybe this is the point.

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Not only Micheal Jackson's death case had made me felt like this, but also in our real life.

After we have lost something, we will only realise how important is that things to us.

Sometimes what we felt like hating the most, maybe that is the thing that will make us care the most when we lost it.

We always look to the future but seldom see the things around us.

Maybe, we really should always appreciate with what we have and all the things around us.

No matter is good or bad.

So that we won't regret after we lost it.

Always appreciate with what we have.

I always remind myself.

Always appreciate with what I have now.

Eventhough I knew that maybe I will lost "it" in the future. =(

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Recently really busy.

A lot of tutorial's homework.

Still have 4 assignments need to be done.

Still have 4 subjects are going to test.

Sigh...

Wish that all the things can be done as soon as possible.

Suddenly I wished to be free. =(

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