3rd Sem Break Started!

Today was my last day of having exam. Actually I just got two papers on this 3rd semester -- Webpage Design and English For Science. But I knew myself didn't did well in this semester.What's the reason? You are right! My laziness leads me to the bad results. =/

I'm guilty. Especially after yesterday when I have had dinner with my family then I told my dad and mom that maybe my results on this semester will be worse than last semester. They didn't scold me and didn't say bad things to me. Just ask me don't force myself too much. Can pass is good enough. At that moment, I was totally speechless and feel like OH MY GOSH! Feel like going to kill myself!!!

Sigh...I don't know how to describe my feelings at that moment. I just don't wanna disappointed my family. I don't want the result that only can make me pass. I need result which can help me to get scholarship! Nothing other than that!

Okay fine. Is no point to think so much again! I will work harder next semester.

My holidays started! But I don't feel happy at all. Gonna work for the next five weekends. Feel quite lazy. Yea..gosh! Laziness again!!! How come I born to be so lazy? =/ Arghh...Okay fine, I just don't wanna waste my sem break like this. Gonna find something to do. ==