Emo

Suddenly emo after finished watching few episodes of Hong Kong drama. Actually not because of that drama. I just think of something that happened around me recently. The relationship among human beings is really complicated. How come it just can't be a little bit more simple? Or because we always think too much, make those easy things become complicated and hard to understand?

I started work since my final exam ends and my semester break starts. I'm still the same, everyday busy busy busy even my sem break. Feel like not enough time for me to rest my mind. Actually I'm really tired. =( Can I refuse to work? Although that day I was thinking to find a job at Gurney which sell children's clothes. I think I will be more happy than now if I work over there because I don't need to tell others how good my product was but actually I never try it before. But to promote my company's product is my job. I have no choice. This is my responsibility.

I never feel happy since I work. Everyday boring like hell and sometimes I'm forced to lie! This is the thing that I hate the most! I don't like to lie! I hate that kind of feelings..Now what I wish is the time can pass by faster. Then I can stop to work and really spent more time with my family and friends. I just feel like wanna have a rest. How come my life everyday so busy? Before semester break, everyday busy with my studies, tests, assignment and exam. Semester break now but everyday work. =( Tomorrow summore need to work until 12am...=( My legs really pain d.