Second semester started.
My busy life starts again.
But actually this two weeks not really busy yet.
Some of the lecturers haven't started to teach.
Maybe after this week, my life will be more busy.
Sometimes I do love busy life.
Although it is really tiring sometimes but it makes time runs faster.
..
This few days I was really not in mood.
I was thinking the road that I have chosen now.
I feel regret that I didn't choose what I want but just listen to my parent.
Actually choosing this course is not my choice.
What I study now is what my parent wants but not me.
I don't like to study about the computer stuff but I force to.
I even more regret after I had done my first sem's final exam.
I feel like my IT and Programming maybe are going to fail.
I feel like I'm not suitable for this course.
But now I knew that there was really no point to think about this anymore.
I don't have the rights to blame on others.
The people who wrote " Business Information System" on the application form was me not others.
So I should bare the responsibility of my own decision.
And I knew that I can't just give up like this because I don't want to dissapointed my family.
And I don't want to waste my family's money.
Maybe I will study the course that I want to study.
But at least I got my degree for this course and come out and working first.
.
Today I had received my first semester's results.
Better than what I thought I will get for.
I thought I will fail my IT and Programming for the first semester.
But end up I get B and B+ for the both subjects.
And I got A for other subjects.
Although my results not really good but I'm quite statisfy with it.
I don't need to study IT in this semester anymore.
But I still have to put more effort for my programming.
Actually my results did boosted up some confidence for me to continue this course. =)
. .
This few days..
I realised something..
This few days I was really not in mood.
I was thinking the road that I have chosen now.
I feel regret that I didn't choose what I want but just listen to my parent.
Actually choosing this course is not my choice.
What I study now is what my parent wants but not me.
I don't like to study about the computer stuff but I force to.
I even more regret after I had done my first sem's final exam.
I feel like my IT and Programming maybe are going to fail.
I feel like I'm not suitable for this course.
But now I knew that there was really no point to think about this anymore.
I don't have the rights to blame on others.
The people who wrote " Business Information System" on the application form was me not others.
So I should bare the responsibility of my own decision.
And I knew that I can't just give up like this because I don't want to dissapointed my family.
And I don't want to waste my family's money.
Maybe I will study the course that I want to study.
But at least I got my degree for this course and come out and working first.
.
Today I had received my first semester's results.
Better than what I thought I will get for.
I thought I will fail my IT and Programming for the first semester.
But end up I get B and B+ for the both subjects.
And I got A for other subjects.
Although my results not really good but I'm quite statisfy with it.
I don't need to study IT in this semester anymore.
But I still have to put more effort for my programming.
Actually my results did boosted up some confidence for me to continue this course. =)
. .
This few days..
I realised something..
Sometimes life is not only about passion but also have to think of the problem of reality.
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