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I'm just a simple girl. Nothing special, nothing common. I love to do what I want and act as what I like. Acting and being like a crazy is my style of living! No crazy, no life!

Monday, October 12, 2009

Passion Vs. Reality


Second semester started.
My busy life starts again.
But actually this two weeks not really busy yet.
Some of the lecturers haven't started to teach.
Maybe after this week, my life will be more busy.
Sometimes I do love busy life.
Although it is really tiring sometimes but it makes time runs faster.
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This few days I was really not in mood.
I was thinking the road that I have chosen now.
I feel regret that I didn't choose what I want but just listen to my parent.
Actually choosing this course is not my choice.
What I study now is what my parent wants but not me.
I don't like to study about the computer stuff but I force to.
I even more regret after I had done my first sem's final exam.
I feel like my IT and Programming maybe are going to fail.
I feel like I'm not suitable for this course.
But now I knew that there was really no point to think about this anymore.
I don't have the rights to blame on others.
The people who wrote " Business Information System" on the application form was me not others.
So I should bare the responsibility of my own decision.
And I knew that I can't just give up like this because I don't want to dissapointed my family.
And I don't want to waste my family's money.
Maybe I will study the course that I want to study.
But at least I got my degree for this course and come out and working first.
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Today I had received my first semester's results.
Better than what I thought I will get for.
I thought I will fail my IT and Programming for the first semester.
But end up I get B and B+ for the both subjects.
And I got A for other subjects.
Although my results not really good but I'm quite statisfy with it.
I don't need to study IT in this semester anymore.
But I still have to put more effort for my programming.
Actually my results did boosted up some confidence for me to continue this course. =)
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This few days..
I realised something..
Sometimes life is not only about passion but also have to think of the problem of reality.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Last outing for my 1st sem break =D

I thought I will be staying at home for my last two days of my sem break.
Planned to hang out with my friends but they seem like so busy. =(
Yee Theng had to accompany her mother. dunno go where...
Then Pig told me she was having a meeting and just can met up with me after 1pm.
But finally she also ppk me. sad.=(
I knew this would happened to me.
Suddenly feel so down.
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Then I was just stucking at home for doing nothing.
I thought I will have a boring day again.
Don't even know where to go and who to go with.
All discuss half way. =(
But luckily I received Wan Yin's call finally. ^^
So happy to receive her call. xD
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Then after that I fetched Jia Wei went to Queensbay to meet up with Vampire, Wan Yin and Jazz.
But I am so surprise that I saw Yee Theng was there with them!
I thought she has to accompany her mom. xD
After she told me I only knew that she asked her mom to throw her there. LOL!
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We went to Johnny's steamboat( is it the name? not really remember. xD).
I just ordered a yam special.hehe..I love yam..
Vampire and Wan Yin were so funny.
Kept on doing some funny action. I was laughing non stop because of two of them.
I think I did have long time didn't laugh like this with my friends after I graduated from my secondary school.
Sigh...Suddenly so miss all my ex-secondary friends.
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Pig came over and met up with us after that.
Hmm...still consider as ppk? maybe not.
Okay, at least you came and met up with us finally.
Although is a bit late but I forgive you. xD
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After that we went to 75 degree celsius.
It is beside Coffee Island.
The first time I went there.
But I felt a bit weird.
Feel like having nothing inside.
I thought that is Yee Theng's drinks.XD
But two guys were drinking?

(Grab from Yee Theng's blog.Copyrighted served by Yee Theng. xD)

Dawn of the beauty. Nice name huh...
I ordered the same drinks with Yee Theng.
Actually I ordered Bailey at first but the waiter told me that there was no Bailey available. =(
Then I ordered Cappuccino, the waiter told me the machine spoilt.
I don't know what to order anymore.=___=
Yee Theng said her drinks is really not bad.
So finally, I ordered the same drinks with Yee Theng. =D
Really not bad.
No wonder it will be the Top drinks.

End of the day.
Taking a picture of myself.
I think I am really having a long time didn't do this to myself. xD
Happy to see that my pimples had recovered a lot compared to the last time when I was working in Sunshine Farlim.
Hope that it will be recovered fully soon. =D

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