Second Semester Break

My second semester break was much more better than my first semester break. Besides the 11 days that I worked in Sunshine city as a promoter and I nearly bored to death over there, I almost hang out with my friends everyday. I did met up with many of my secondary school's friends. OMG! I really miss them a lot! They make me feel like wanna going back to my secondary school life. It's a lot of funs! I miss 5s2! I miss CDK! xD But not the "bak geh cheng" and Miss Ling. yucks! ewwww. *vomit* The only bad memory that I hv in cdk. =_____=

Gathering with Ah Sin and Lao Zhao...(17 Feb 2010)
Didn't meet up with them almost several months already. Really miss them a lot. Now really hard to meet up with them although they still in Penang. =_____= Two of them are studying form 6 now. Sumore almost tuition for everyday. When they free or holidays, it will be my turn to be busy. Mostly is because of assignment,test or final exam. haiz... Sometimes really feel like wanna study form 6 together with them.. T____T Opps...That day accidentally meet up with Shu Wei, Chai Ling and Sze Pei at Gurney. xD

(This pic was took by Ah Sin. When I fetched her passed by the G hotel. Really cute! xD)

(Me and Ah Sin)

One of my best best friends. xD

(Lol. Ah Sin was enjoying her Iced Lemon Tea at Nandos.)
(Me and Lao Zhao)
Another best best friend of mine since secondary school.

(My Iced Lemon Tea...xD)

(This is mine one but not really delicious. == Nandos in Gurney not as good as Queensbay ones. No matter is their food or service. Quite bad. Won't step in this restaurant for the second time d.)

(This is Ah Sin ones.)

Gathering with Shi Jie, Poh Gaik, Jia Zhen, Brenda, Lao Zhao, Hui Ling, Phaik Ean and Sook Yong..(18 Feb 2010)

Actually I only planned to meet up with Shi Jie before she goes back to KL. I think two of us almost 1 year didn't meet up with each other already. And this cny, we planned to have a gathering. Surprisingly, I also met up with many of my old classmates and schoolmates. Some of them did changed a lot. Become leng lui jor. xD

(I and Shi Jie)

(Poh Gaik and I)

(Sook Yong and I)

Hang out with Tha..(19 Feb 2010)

Long time didn't hang out with Tha already. We went Queensbay! weee. I went her house and fetched her. I did a stupid thing at Queensbay. Nearly walk into guy's toilet. =____= omg! damn sia suey...zzz. =/ Never do that again!!! arghh... But that day I accidentally meet up with Joo Tiew and Lina. All become leng lui jor.. I realised although I already met up with many of my old friends but still have many that I didn't have the chance to meet up with them yet. Need to wait for another holidays again. T_____T

(Tha and I with my cute spongebob. xD)

(Tha and I again)
My cousin.

The lamest and the cutest one. xD

Reunion Dinner.

Yesterday my dad brought us to my grandma's house about 6pm. My mom and I were helping my grandma in the kicthen. Actually I don't know what I can help also. LOL. Just took picture of them when they were busying around. xD But I'm not kacau-ing them. I helped them to serve the food to the outside's table.

Some of my relatives came back from Singapore to have reunion dinner with us. But I didn't eat much because of my stupid gastric! ishhh!><

This is my handsome cousin. I love him so much! He is extremely cute. Hmm...What's he doing ? xD

Actually I quite miss the moment that last time all of us were living together at my grandma's house. Although sometimes will quarrel and fighting around with my cousins but we still have a lot of happy memories. Playing those stupid games with each other. Chasing around. What a great childhood life I have. OMG! I wanna back to last time!!! I miss the life I had last time!!!

Valentines day

Planned to watch morning's Valentines day with Pig and Aisling. But they were late.=_______= When they reached Gurney is already 12 something. So we changed to 2pm ones. But unfortunately, only Aisling and I watched this movie because Pig was sick. Aisling drove Pig and I back to get her own car, then she drove me to Gurney again. And there was seriously traffic jam on the road!!! Yea...we were late finally "again". Really rushing around. zzZZ. But the movie is really funny. Taylor Swift a bit "sampat" inside the movie but I still love her.haha.. xD

We went Sakae Sushi after movie. This is the second time I went there. I love the Green Tea!!! Actually recently I really seriously addicted to Green Tea. I also don't know why. Don't ask me. =_____= Just love it without any reason. xD

See that uncle and aunty? They are sooo cooool!!!!! I love their couple zebra wear!!! xD We saw that when we were sitting in the food court in Gurney. LOL. Do you want to wear like that with your bf? xD

My holidays starts

27th of January, LAST DAY OF MY EXAM. 28th of January suppose to be enjoy my holidays but I'm forced to work at Sunshine city as a promoter. Really didn't have time to rest and even didn't get to enjoy one day of my holidays. =( My nightmares starts!! OMG! There was no customer at all sometimes. I was just like other promoters over there, standing there but doing nothing. Extremely sleepy! Bored to death. =____= But I knew some new friends over there. One of them is a "leng lui". xD Hmm..but I talked more to Malay I think. Not bad, can practise to speak Malay huh? =____=

Last Sunday (7th of Jan) was my last day to work in Sunshine City. xD Finally I can enjoy my holidays!!! My life still keep on to be so busy. =D Monday went Gurney with Yee Theng and Calvin. Planned to buy clothes but I didn't see any nice clothes that I like. Tuesday went Queensbay mall. Bought two clothes from ELLE which only cost about RM100++. xD Just now I went Prangin with my mom. She bought a new shoe again.=____= Planned to buy slipper but I fail to find the one I like. Sigh..want to find a slipper also difficult. =( Feel like want to go to Queensbay mall again. Arghh!!! I need slipper!!!!!

Fears

Listening "Nobody knows it but me". A song that I will always listen when I'm not in mood. I'm trying to write out what I'm thinking now but I fail to do that. The first time I don't know how to write the things that I was thinking in my mind. I just feel like want to cry hardly. My mood just same like the title of the song - Nobody knows it but me.

Emo

Suddenly emo after finished watching few episodes of Hong Kong drama. Actually not because of that drama. I just think of something that happened around me recently. The relationship among human beings is really complicated. How come it just can't be a little bit more simple? Or because we always think too much, make those easy things become complicated and hard to understand?

I started work since my final exam ends and my semester break starts. I'm still the same, everyday busy busy busy even my sem break. Feel like not enough time for me to rest my mind. Actually I'm really tired. =( Can I refuse to work? Although that day I was thinking to find a job at Gurney which sell children's clothes. I think I will be more happy than now if I work over there because I don't need to tell others how good my product was but actually I never try it before. But to promote my company's product is my job. I have no choice. This is my responsibility.

I never feel happy since I work. Everyday boring like hell and sometimes I'm forced to lie! This is the thing that I hate the most! I don't like to lie! I hate that kind of feelings..Now what I wish is the time can pass by faster. Then I can stop to work and really spent more time with my family and friends. I just feel like wanna have a rest. How come my life everyday so busy? Before semester break, everyday busy with my studies, tests, assignment and exam. Semester break now but everyday work. =( Tomorrow summore need to work until 12am...=( My legs really pain d.

Last day for my second sem

Final exam is over. Tomorrow will be the first day of my semester break. But nothing for me to feel happy for. I will be going to work tomorrow. =( Didn't get to enjoy even one day of my holiday. I feel so tired and lazy. Can I just ignore it? Sigh..okay..I knew that is totally impossible. The first time I didn't feel happy at all when I know that I got a part time job.

I'm really disappointed actually. I think I will get a very bad results for this semester. I don't have the confidence at all. Maybe I will just get an A for my Account. Quite worry about my Programming and Information System. I feel quite upset today. Didn't have enough time to finish my Statistic paper.=( The second paper that I didn't have enough time to finish it after my English paper.

Just now went dinner with my family. I told my dad that maybe I will have a very bad results for second semester. He didn't scold me like last time when I was in secondary school but just said:" Never mind, just work harder next time. At least you don't fail any subjects then everything will be fine." I don't know how to express my feelings at the moment. Feel like want to cry in front of him. I feel so sorry that I didn't work hard enough.

When only I can change my attitude? How come I always regret after doing something? Sigh...

Stress.

I am really disappointed with my final exam.

Although I got all A for the coursework of all the subjects.

I knew if I work harder on it, sure I will get A for every subjects very easily.

But unfortunately, I knew that I'm not hardworking enough.

No other excuses. Just not hardworking enough.

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Although I just need to take 5 subjects for my second semester but I don't know why I'm feeling more stress compared to my first semester.

I cried before my programming written test.

I cried when I was rushing my assignment.

The very first time I almost didn't sleep for two days to rush my assignment.

Everything just stress me out.

I don't know why I become like that.

Maybe, I just don't want to disappoint my parent..my family.

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Today my dad brought us to dinner.

Really having a very long time I didn't have my dinner with my family.

My mom mentioned about the scholarship again.

She asked me to put more effort on my study so that I can get the scholarship for my advanced diploma.

Don't know why suddenly I feel so stress.

Maybe I scared I can't reach what she expected.

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Sometimes I did very envy my friends who got 10 or 11As in the SPM.

And I quite regret that I didn't work hard for my SPM.

My dad and mom were working hard to pay for my college tuition fees.

Sometimes I regret that I didn't work hard to get good results in SPM.

If I got the good results, now I can apply scholarship and my mom and dad don't need to suffer so much about me.

So I know I should work more hard to get the scholarship for advanced diploma.

At least my parent don't need to suffer so much about me.

I knew that I "need" to get good results but not " want".

I just don't want to disappoint my parent.

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Just done my Programming, Information System, English and Account paper.

Now just left my Statistic paper need to be done.

The last paper that I need to work hard for this semester.

At least I wish my Statistic can get an A.

Then I will start to work for my whole sem break. maybe? =/

5s2 gathering

After graduate from my secondary school about one year, this was the first gathering of 5s2.
Some of them did changed a lot but some of them are not.
I miss the moment that we spent together.
Sometimes I wish I could own a time machine which can bring me back to the past.
Study and play together with all of you.
5s2, I really miss you all.

Happy Momories

Almost didn't update my blog for a month.

My life is still busy like usual.

But I have a lot of happy memories in this month.
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21-11-09 : Study in Starbucks

(The following 4 pictures are grabbed from pig's blog. 3 of us with nonsense drawn by 3 of us.)

Went Starbucks study with Theng and pig.

The second time I ordered Chocolate Cream Chips.

My favourite drinks in Starbucks.
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Pig was studying for her final exam.

Theng and I were studying for our test.

That feeling makes me think of the moment we study together before SPM.

I'm so miss my life of the secondary school.

I miss the moment that we spent together in class everyday.

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Now pig is studying in Disted.

Theng and me are studying in TARC.

Three of us were taking difference subjects.

Although can't be classmates anymore.

But somestimes I'm really happy that we still can always meet up with each other and hang out for fun together.

The most important friends for me.

Really thank god for giving me friends like you two. =D

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27-11-09: Harvest Inn -> Hard Rock Hotel -> Esplanate

Spaghetti ordered by Pig.

Black peper chickedn ordered by me.

Fish and Chip ordered by jw.
Soup of the day(Mushroom sup) ordered by wy.
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The day before I didn't slept for the whole night because of the Programming assignment.

Then the second day I asked Mr.jw to fetch me to college cos I don't think that I can drive after didn't sleep for the whole night.

I went to Pei and Han's hostel to finish up the report then we rushed to JE to print our assignment.

End up, we just went to college to hand up the assignment to the lecturer but we skipped for two classes.

After that we went to canteen to have our brunch. ><

But I didn't eat anything cos I hate canteen's food. =___=

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Suddenly I received sms from the Pig.

She said she is hungry and want to find someone to eat with her.

End up, I had my brunch with her, jw and wy at Harvest Inn.

The second time I went there.

I threw lemon into jw's nescafe. xD

Dunno what's wrong with that pig..so stim eh face..

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After that wy took me and jw went to HARD ROCK HOTEL!!!

The very first time I went there.

Unfortunately, Pig was not following us.

She said she wanted to sleep.=____= really become pig already.

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Pics that we took in Hard Rock..

Before we went home, wy said she's hungry.Then we went to esplanate to eat mee goreng.But only wy eat the mee goreng.I found out that the "coconut milk shake" over there is really nice. =D I want to go there to try the mee goreng once next time..
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Restart

Didn't update my blog for a month.

There were many things happened within the month.

Really a hard time for me to go through all the things alone.

I supposed to have many things and stories to share with all of you.

But is totally different at all this time.

A short memories that I don't want to remember now and in my future.

I'm trying to work hard to restart all the things again.

I will try my best to delete all the unhappy incidents that happened in the month that just passed by.

I almost cried everyday when I think of those incidents.

But until yesterday, I told myself I have to stop crying.

I knew that I should wake myself up from the nightmare and start my new life all over again.

I don't want to mention anything about those memories anymore.

From today onwards, I will not think about it anymore.

Maybe I need some time to forget all the things but I will really try my hard.

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Now is already week 6 for my second semester.

My life started to become more busy.

Next week I have test for English and Programming, and Programming's assignment deadline.

And I also have to rush my Accounting's assignment because is my turn to present my assignment.

So many things that need to be done!

Going to crazy soon!

I can't imagine that the time will pass by how fast in the following few weeks.

Maybe I will face my final exam for my second semester very soon again.T_T

HORRIBLE!!!

Passion Vs. Reality

Second semester started.

My busy life starts again.

But actually this two weeks not really busy yet.

Some of the lecturers haven't started to teach.

Maybe after this week, my life will be more busy.

Sometimes I do love busy life.

Although it is really tiring sometimes but it makes time runs faster.

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This few days I was really not in mood.
I was thinking the road that I have chosen now.
I feel regret that I didn't choose what I want but just listen to my parent.
Actually choosing this course is not my choice.
What I study now is what my parent wants but not me.
I don't like to study about the computer stuff but I force to.
I even more regret after I had done my first sem's final exam.
I feel like my IT and Programming maybe are going to fail.
I feel like I'm not suitable for this course.
But now I knew that there was really no point to think about this anymore.
I don't have the rights to blame on others.
The people who wrote " Business Information System" on the application form was me not others.
So I should bare the responsibility of my own decision.
And I knew that I can't just give up like this because I don't want to dissapointed my family.
And I don't want to waste my family's money.
Maybe I will study the course that I want to study.
But at least I got my degree for this course and come out and working first.
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Today I had received my first semester's results.
Better than what I thought I will get for.
I thought I will fail my IT and Programming for the first semester.
But end up I get B and B+ for the both subjects.
And I got A for other subjects.
Although my results not really good but I'm quite statisfy with it.
I don't need to study IT in this semester anymore.
But I still have to put more effort for my programming.
Actually my results did boosted up some confidence for me to continue this course. =)
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This few days..
I realised something..

Sometimes life is not only about passion but also have to think of the problem of reality.

Last outing for my 1st sem break =D

I thought I will be staying at home for my last two days of my sem break.

Planned to hang out with my friends but they seem like so busy. =(

Yee Theng had to accompany her mother. dunno go where...

Then Pig told me she was having a meeting and just can met up with me after 1pm.

But finally she also ppk me. sad.=(

I knew this would happened to me.

Suddenly feel so down.

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Then I was just stucking at home for doing nothing.

I thought I will have a boring day again.

Don't even know where to go and who to go with.

All discuss half way. =(

But luckily I received Wan Yin's call finally. ^^

So happy to receive her call. xD

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Then after that I fetched Jia Wei went to Queensbay to meet up with Vampire, Wan Yin and Jazz.

But I am so surprise that I saw Yee Theng was there with them!

I thought she has to accompany her mom. xD

After she told me I only knew that she asked her mom to throw her there. LOL!

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We went to Johnny's steamboat( is it the name? not really remember. xD).

I just ordered a yam special.hehe..I love yam..

Vampire and Wan Yin were so funny.

Kept on doing some funny action. I was laughing non stop because of two of them.

I think I did have long time didn't laugh like this with my friends after I graduated from my secondary school.

Sigh...Suddenly so miss all my ex-secondary friends.

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Pig came over and met up with us after that.

Hmm...still consider as ppk? maybe not.

Okay, at least you came and met up with us finally.

Although is a bit late but I forgive you. xD

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After that we went to 75 degree celsius.

It is beside Coffee Island.

The first time I went there.

But I felt a bit weird.

Feel like having nothing inside.

I thought that is Yee Theng's drinks.XD

But two guys were drinking?

(Grab from Yee Theng's blog.Copyrighted served by Yee Theng. xD)

Dawn of the beauty. Nice name huh...
I ordered the same drinks with Yee Theng.
Actually I ordered Bailey at first but the waiter told me that there was no Bailey available. =(
Then I ordered Cappuccino, the waiter told me the machine spoilt.
I don't know what to order anymore.=___=
Yee Theng said her drinks is really not bad.
So finally, I ordered the same drinks with Yee Theng. =D
Really not bad.
No wonder it will be the Top drinks.

End of the day.
Taking a picture of myself.
I think I am really having a long time didn't do this to myself. xD
Happy to see that my pimples had recovered a lot compared to the last time when I was working in Sunshine Farlim.
Hope that it will be recovered fully soon. =D

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