Restart

Didn't update my blog for a month.

There were many things happened within the month.

Really a hard time for me to go through all the things alone.

I supposed to have many things and stories to share with all of you.

But is totally different at all this time.

A short memories that I don't want to remember now and in my future.

I'm trying to work hard to restart all the things again.

I will try my best to delete all the unhappy incidents that happened in the month that just passed by.

I almost cried everyday when I think of those incidents.

But until yesterday, I told myself I have to stop crying.

I knew that I should wake myself up from the nightmare and start my new life all over again.

I don't want to mention anything about those memories anymore.

From today onwards, I will not think about it anymore.

Maybe I need some time to forget all the things but I will really try my hard.

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Now is already week 6 for my second semester.

My life started to become more busy.

Next week I have test for English and Programming, and Programming's assignment deadline.

And I also have to rush my Accounting's assignment because is my turn to present my assignment.

So many things that need to be done!

Going to crazy soon!

I can't imagine that the time will pass by how fast in the following few weeks.

Maybe I will face my final exam for my second semester very soon again.T_T

HORRIBLE!!!

Passion Vs. Reality

Second semester started.

My busy life starts again.

But actually this two weeks not really busy yet.

Some of the lecturers haven't started to teach.

Maybe after this week, my life will be more busy.

Sometimes I do love busy life.

Although it is really tiring sometimes but it makes time runs faster.

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This few days I was really not in mood.
I was thinking the road that I have chosen now.
I feel regret that I didn't choose what I want but just listen to my parent.
Actually choosing this course is not my choice.
What I study now is what my parent wants but not me.
I don't like to study about the computer stuff but I force to.
I even more regret after I had done my first sem's final exam.
I feel like my IT and Programming maybe are going to fail.
I feel like I'm not suitable for this course.
But now I knew that there was really no point to think about this anymore.
I don't have the rights to blame on others.
The people who wrote " Business Information System" on the application form was me not others.
So I should bare the responsibility of my own decision.
And I knew that I can't just give up like this because I don't want to dissapointed my family.
And I don't want to waste my family's money.
Maybe I will study the course that I want to study.
But at least I got my degree for this course and come out and working first.
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Today I had received my first semester's results.
Better than what I thought I will get for.
I thought I will fail my IT and Programming for the first semester.
But end up I get B and B+ for the both subjects.
And I got A for other subjects.
Although my results not really good but I'm quite statisfy with it.
I don't need to study IT in this semester anymore.
But I still have to put more effort for my programming.
Actually my results did boosted up some confidence for me to continue this course. =)
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This few days..
I realised something..

Sometimes life is not only about passion but also have to think of the problem of reality.

Last outing for my 1st sem break =D

I thought I will be staying at home for my last two days of my sem break.

Planned to hang out with my friends but they seem like so busy. =(

Yee Theng had to accompany her mother. dunno go where...

Then Pig told me she was having a meeting and just can met up with me after 1pm.

But finally she also ppk me. sad.=(

I knew this would happened to me.

Suddenly feel so down.

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Then I was just stucking at home for doing nothing.

I thought I will have a boring day again.

Don't even know where to go and who to go with.

All discuss half way. =(

But luckily I received Wan Yin's call finally. ^^

So happy to receive her call. xD

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Then after that I fetched Jia Wei went to Queensbay to meet up with Vampire, Wan Yin and Jazz.

But I am so surprise that I saw Yee Theng was there with them!

I thought she has to accompany her mom. xD

After she told me I only knew that she asked her mom to throw her there. LOL!

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We went to Johnny's steamboat( is it the name? not really remember. xD).

I just ordered a yam special.hehe..I love yam..

Vampire and Wan Yin were so funny.

Kept on doing some funny action. I was laughing non stop because of two of them.

I think I did have long time didn't laugh like this with my friends after I graduated from my secondary school.

Sigh...Suddenly so miss all my ex-secondary friends.

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Pig came over and met up with us after that.

Hmm...still consider as ppk? maybe not.

Okay, at least you came and met up with us finally.

Although is a bit late but I forgive you. xD

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After that we went to 75 degree celsius.

It is beside Coffee Island.

The first time I went there.

But I felt a bit weird.

Feel like having nothing inside.

I thought that is Yee Theng's drinks.XD

But two guys were drinking?

(Grab from Yee Theng's blog.Copyrighted served by Yee Theng. xD)

Dawn of the beauty. Nice name huh...
I ordered the same drinks with Yee Theng.
Actually I ordered Bailey at first but the waiter told me that there was no Bailey available. =(
Then I ordered Cappuccino, the waiter told me the machine spoilt.
I don't know what to order anymore.=___=
Yee Theng said her drinks is really not bad.
So finally, I ordered the same drinks with Yee Theng. =D
Really not bad.
No wonder it will be the Top drinks.

End of the day.
Taking a picture of myself.
I think I am really having a long time didn't do this to myself. xD
Happy to see that my pimples had recovered a lot compared to the last time when I was working in Sunshine Farlim.
Hope that it will be recovered fully soon. =D

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Tsunami in Haeundae

Calvin picked me up with Jia Wei and Yi Lin in the afternoon.

I feel weird cos I failed to recognize Calvin's car although Jia Wei told me he is driving silver's Vois.

In fact, I just can recognize our local car, my dad's Hyundai and Mini Cooper.

No other than that.

Every car looks the same for me. LOL.

I knew that I'm weird but not my fault. I also don't want to be like that. =(

First time I meet with Calvin (my accounting's sifu) and Yi Lin.

Nice to meet you all^^

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We decided to watch "Tsunami in Haeundae".

I met up with Wan Wai and his gf accidentally when we were buying movie ticket in GSC.

Then Yee Theng came over Chopper Board and met up with us.

We went to Popular after Chopper Board.

Then Chee Yang came over and met up with us for movie together.

I saw a very cute Winnie The Pooh's tumbler cost rm 20++.

I feel like want to buy it but because of my financial problem I gave up. =(

Arrghh....I love that a lot.>_<

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Something happened when we watched Tsunami.

All of us felt our chairs were shaking. So Scary.

Except Jia Wei =_= he can't felt anything. swt!!! insane.

Really scary you know.

Earthquake when we watched Tsunami.

Seem so cool huh!?=X

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After movie we went to Penang Bowl.

Jazz came over and met up with us.

Only Yi Lin, Calvin and Jia Wei were playing.

Jazz, Yee Theng and I sat aside looking around and chatting.

This is my first time went to Penang Bowl and of course I don't even know how to play bowling. xD

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Our actual plan should be going to Coffee Island after that.

But because of the earthquake, they said better don't near to the places that have sea.

Yi Lin said she don't want to die before she is having her STPM. LOL!

Then finally we decided to go to Garlic Chicken's street to have our dinner.

After that we went to Pasar Malam near my house.

But actually we didn't walk into the Pasar Malam also. =___=

We just passed by. swt!

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I really love Tsunami in Heaundae.

This movie really funny and touching.

Made me laughed hardly when my tears dropped the laughed hardly again.=___=

I feel like I'm going to Tanjung Rambutan after watching this movie...

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Actually I'm extremely worried about him for whole day since I received his call when I was in Gurney.

I can felt his is a bit down.

I asked him but he refuse to tell me.

He just said he is okay and asked me to enjoy myself.

How come I can enjoy myself after I realised that he is down?

Sigh...

Maybe he is too tired recently. =(

Hope he will be happy always..

Paradise Beach.

Woke up late in the afternoon.
Actually just planned to have lunch with Jia Wei and Yee Theng.
After lunch, Yee Theng fetched her sister to tuition.
Then we decided to go to Paradise beach so suddenly.phew.

We met up with Vampire, Wan Yin and Jazz over there.
The first time I went to Paradise beach!
Yee Theng, thank you so much! muacks. xD

After beach, we summore went to Gurney Drive to have our dinner.
Then Sunrise McD for ice cream and Garlic Chicken's street for tao hua. haha..
Having a very nice day!
But... no more long jeans for beach! ==

Shoes of Vampire, Jia Wei, Yee Theng, Wan Ying and Me.

Me and Yee Theng. ^^

Leg of Yee Theng and me.

I love beach!!!

What are they doing?

Actually we are trying to take pic of an emo guy at the back. xD

But Yee Theng, you really look beautiful in this pic.

I love this pic a lot!

Wan Ying and Yee Theng! xD

Vampire and Jia Wei.

Yee Theng, Vampire and Jia Wei.

Walk to the sea? O_O

Vampire and Jia Wei again.

Look like a couple? xD
Dunno they will kill me or not when they see this. xD

This pic nice.right?

Posing~~

Opps. blocking by a guy..

I want to try this next time!

It is really cool!!!!

ewwww...What's this?

Bamboo?

Gurney drive for dinner at night.

When Wan Ying took this pic?

How come I dont know. =="

Gathering Day!

(This pic quite blur =( lay and yen wen not inside...sigh)
(me and ah sin)
(Hui Ling...Our beloved future nurse. xD)

(Cute ah sin. Maybe she will kill me when she see this pic. xD)
(Last but not least! Out Lao Zhao. xD)

I went to fetch Poh Ling to Old town and met up with Vannice.

After I resigned until now.

I already have several months didn't met up with them.

Unfortunately, Su Ying, Hui Yin and Yee Juan didn't join us. =(

Quite miss them.

Although last time my job is quite boring but they are interesting.

Luckily they accompany talking and playing around. hehe..

If not I will really bored to death.

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nearly fell asleep when I met with them.

Not because of they are boring, but I just seriously lack of sleep.

I just slept few hours.

Extremely tired.

We sat over there about 3 or 4 hours. LOL!

The first time I went to Old Town so long time. ==

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I went to Old Town again at night.==

The very first time I went into the same place twice.

I meant Old Town.zzzz

I feel a bit weird when Ah Sin sms me and told me they decided to go to Old Town.

Sigh..finally I also went in..because of my beloved ex- secondary schoolmates.

I really miss them a lot!!!!

And I felt very surprise that Yi Lei and Yen Wen were going too.

I think after SPM, we already didn't meet up with each other until now.

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Now all of us were choosing different road to walk on..

Yen Wen and Hui Ling are studying nursing in KL.

Yi Lei is studying QS in KL tarc.

Just Lay, Ah Sin, Lao Zhao and Tiew are studying form 6 in MBS now.

Sometimes I will feel like I want to study form 6 together with them.

Although they told me a lot of people had changed after they went in to form 6 but feel like still can study together is a very happy thing for me.

I knew that we are impossible to stick with our friends forever but just feel like that things that I study now is not what I really want.

Sigh..no point to think so much. I have already made my choice. =(

What I can do now is just work hard on it.

Maybe I will love the things I study..one day..maybe...

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Can I get myself back to secondary life? =X

Dating

(The sky is so blue..)
(What's he doing? hmm...)

Driving alone to Gurney and met up with him.

Then I brought him to my house again.

Not going up to my house and visiting.

Just trying to show him how to go my house from Gurney. =.=

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Then we went to Gurney watched "Where got ghost!?".

This movie extremely funny.

I kept on laughing in the cinema.

I was really having a very long time didn't watch this type of movie in cinema.

But this movie really nice.

Sometimes I still will laugh when I think of some scenes of this movie. xD

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After that we went to Sushi King to have my brunch on 3 something in the afternoon.

Before that I planned not to eat but he wanted me to eat something cos he scared I will have gastric.

But I really don't know what I want to eat.

I brought him from down stairs to up stairs, from up stairs to down stairs again.

I don't know what I really want to eat.

Finally I decided to went in Sushi King.

We didn't eat any extra Sushi but just order a set of rice.

Cos...we are poor. xD

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After that we drove out from Gurney.

He taught me the way to go Jeti.

Feel weird.==

I think I know how to go to Jeti from Gurney..hmmm..

Maybe.. xD

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Then we went back to Gurney drive.

We walked along the beach side and chatting..(is it consider as beach side? hmm..maybe..)

What we felt so funny after that is..

When we were sat on the chair over there and talked..

Got an old uncle play oldies songs beside us..

Just seem like what playing in the movies.

Romantic huh? LOL!!!

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Thanks to my dear that giving me such a happy day^^

Bankrup. T_T

(I love this hat =D )

Today I went Queensbay with Tha.

I did bankrup!

I bought a key chain, a jeans and a new digi number.

Actually I'm not spending much but I was already very poor before I went to Queensbay. =X

After that we went to Sakea Sushi.

The very first time I went in there.

I prefer their Green tea compared to Sushi King..

I'm not really eating much...

So..I'm not really having comment about it.

After Queensbay we went to pasar malam for a while.

The first time I wore long jeans to pasar malam.

Hot!!!!

End up, I din bought anything from pasar malam.

feels like nothing for me to buy..zzzz

Christine's Brithday celebration.

(wow.. Yi Fen and Jian Shu..first couple in M43..titanic? XD)
(Me and Yi Fen)
(Me and Connie)
(Me and Yi Fen again. Two siao po in M43. but now I siao then her liao==)

(Me and Zheng Keat)

(Connie, me, Hwa Teng and Wei Xuan)

(I love M43)

Yesterday was not only the last day of exam but also was our Christine's birthday.

Actually I planned not to go cos I felt extremely tired.

The day before the IT test, I only slept for not more than 1 hour.

But end up, I also went to Red Box and met them up.

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After Red Box, actually I supposed to meet up with Ai Yin and Pei Wen for movie.

Then meet Yee Theng and Pig at night at Coffee Island.

But my trip changed finally.

I went to watch "The Unbelievable" with Yee Theng them.

Hmm.. no comments on this "ghost movie"..I just felt that I wasted RM8 to watch it.
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After movie, Yee Theng, Vampire, Wan Ying and I went to Coffee Island.

Actually Pig suppose to go along with us but finally she ppk us.Isshh>_<

But we just sat there for a while cos is really bored.

And I quite down yesterday. Maybe I was just too tired.

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But I was having a good memories with my coursemates.

All of them are so high in Red Box.

My coursemates...really cute. XD

Lost

Sometimes I wish I will be alone.

But sometimes I scared to be alone.

I don't know what I was thinking.

Actually I'm not thinking much.

But don't know why I just feel like there's no ones who really understand me.

Maybe no ones can understand me cos I always try to keep my true self from others.

I scared people to find out more about me.

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I wish there will be a person that will....

always understand what I am thinking of.

always accompany me.

always make me laugh.

always make me feel I'm the only one for him.

always make me feel comfortable.

Maybe, I'm too greedy.

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Sometimes I feel the life I'm having now is not what I want.

But I don't know what I want actually.

I don't want anything but I just want a person that really listen and care about me.

Maybe I really don't know how to appreaciate.

Maybe I will regret one day.

Maybe whole world will ignore me.

Maybe I'm always useless.

Why I will feel tired so easily?

Maybe someone is right..

I can't really successful with this type of attitude.

I have attitude problem.

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I can't see my future.

I'm lost.

I'm tired.

Can I just leave ?

TIRED!

Exam week started. The war has just begun but I already feel extremely tired.

Yesterday I slept not more than 2 hours.

I fainted on my bed after came back home from my HE test.

I still have 4 subjects to go after I was having my English and HE.

I don't know whether I can make well in my exam or not.

I knew that I really need some confidence but I don't really have it.

Everytimes I think of my family, I feel very stress.

I knew that they are having a very high expectation on me and I scare I will disappointed them. =(

I can't believe that I cried in front of him that night when I was chatting with him in the phone about my study.

I was shocked by myself also but I lost control.

I thought I can handle my stress and hide it so well but finally I fail to do it.

Seem like I was having an explotion suddenly after I had kept too many things inside.

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The hacker's incident had made me felt quite down these few days.

It keeps on disturbing my mood seriously.

I always influenced by it and can't kept myself concentrate on my study.

But now, I decided to ignore it.

Actually not really important for me to find out who is the hacker.

What can I do if I really find out? No point at all.

I don't want to waste my time on thinking such things.

What I have to do now is just concentrate on my exam.

I'm going to work very hard for it.

I shouldn't waste my time on such useless things.

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I had settled 90% of my Accounts and Fund Maths.

Need to be more concentrate on my Programming and IT.

These two subjects are the poorest subjects for me compared to others.

I'm going to put more effort on them. T_T

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Recently I keep on thinking whether should I go to attend an English course or not.

I really need to improve my English. =(

I'm headache which center that I should go.

Cambridge? Not really expensive but I got many negative commands from my friends.

British council? Very expensive but I heard my friend said that there is really good.

I really don't know how to choose.

Gonna think about it seriously after my exam. sigh..

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Your love Is A Lie

I can't stop thinking something that I had realised.
I wish I could be more stupid than I am, so that I won't realised anything.
But it is just too late.
What I can say?
Maybe the reason why I keep on fooling by others is..
I am a fool.
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I fall asleep by the telephone

It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone

Tell me where have you been?

I found a note with another name

You blow a kiss

but it just don't feel the same

Cause I can feel that you're gone

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I can't bite my tongue forever

While you try to play it cool

You can hide behind your stories

But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else

But I feel it

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

But I see it

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I knowYour love is just a lie

It's nothing but a lie

You look so innocent

But the guilt in your voice gives you away

Yeah you know what I mean

How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you

And do you think about me when he fucks you?

Could you be more obscene?

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So dont try to say you're sorry

Or try to make it right

Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else

But I feel it

You can tell me that you're home by yourself
But I see it

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know

Your love is just a lie

It's nothing but a lie

You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else

But I feel it

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

But I see it

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want

But I know, I know

Your love is just a lie

I know you're nothing but a lie

Your love is just a lie

Is this me?

Just now I went to someone's blog.
Actually I don't know who is that but I just simply clicked in to others blog.
Then I saw this.
Is this me ?
Maybe. hmm.
I found out somethings quite right about me.
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Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
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The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
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Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
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The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
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Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
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The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
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How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
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What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
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Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

test yours. =)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx



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McD Study Day

( Ask you study, you kept on searching for sport car!)

(So happy for having chances to eat McD? xD)

(My brunch. Mc Chicken. really having a long time didn't eat McD lorrr.)

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Today was a very busy day for me.

Actually I was planning not to skip my today class because yesterday night my coursemate asked me to go to college.

But then yesterday night my stupid gastric made can't fall into sleep.

This morning two of my coursemates phoned me, but I was still sleeping. lol.

Okay, I admit that those are just excuses.

Actually I was lazy! xD

I just want to lay on my bed and keep on sleeping.

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I woke up about 9 something or 10 something ? ( I had forgotten)

Then I went to college at 12 something to pick up the letter that I have applied on Wednesday.
Then I rushed to meet Ivy to get all those IT notes that lecturer had discussed with them on Tuesday and taught Sheau Pei Accounts.

I really can't believe that I have the ability to teach people Accounts. OMG.! O.o

Hope that I didn't teach her something wrong. amitabha.

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I rushed to Sunrise McD to meet Yee Theng after that.

Today made me think of last time when Pig, Yee Feng, Yee Theng and me always study together before exams when all of us still in secondary school.

But now just left me and Yee Theng. T_T

I really miss last time!

I think is really impossible for us to sit down and study together. right?

Sigh.

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Today I just revised my Accounts.

I thought I can finished my Fundamental Maths also but I failed to do it.

Tomorrow I will spend all my time for Programming.

Really need to work very hard on it!

Programming makes me worry a lot. sigh..

I don't want my Programming fail. No way from being that!

I surely can score for my Programming!

Aza aza Fighting!

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After that we planned to eat tau hua.

Unfortunately, tau hua's tauke off day. zzz..

Sigh...so stupid!

I have the mood to eat tau hua but the boss don't want to sell it to me. ishh..>_<

But then we went to Gurney. xD

I went to buy mousetape's refill and help my mom buy chilli.

Then we went to few shops and look around.

I saw some clothes really nice but I don't have so much money to buy. sigh..

We just walked around for a while. =(

Cos just can see but cannot buy. sigh...

I am not a rich girl~ nanannaanana(singing~~) xD

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Actually Today I quite SS at Sunrise McD.lol.

Don't know why I kept on so high..haha..

Looking down the street and searching for some eccentric person that passed by also quite interesting huh...XD

I enjoy my day today! ^^

I miss you all

Yesterday I finally met up with Ah Sin, Lay and Lao Zhao.

I really miss them so much...

I think we already have several months didn't meet with each other.

All of us were too busy.

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What will the girls do when they met up with each other?

No other than GOSSIP! haha..

I heard many stories about my secondary school's friends.

Since they were study in form 6, many of them have changed?

I don't know.

But suddenly I was so jealous of them.

Studying in form 6, still can study together with each other.

They made me soooo miss my secondary school's life. =(

I'm so miss the moment we went through together.

Did all those SS things no matter where we were.

I can share all my happiness and sadness with you all.

But now we are so far apart.

Even want to meet once also really hard. Sigh.

Don't now why yesterday I felt a bit sad after met up with you all.

I just can feel that time really passed by so fast.

When we can meet up with each other again?

I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!

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Aspecially thanks to Lao Zhao, Lay and Ah Sin.

I never think that I can still receive a birthday present.

I love it so much. Very cute..hahaha.

Yesterday night my dad saw it.

He asked me when did Tang San Zhang become a duck? XD

OMG...haha..

(My birthday present. So cute! I like the action..XD)

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That day when I went for hair cut.

The hairstylist's wife asked me is it interested to buy Mary Kay mask.

Then my mom asked me.

I thought she will pay for me.

Of course I said YES!

Then after that she said I have to pay myself. T_T

BANKRUP!!! Arrgghhh...

But luckily my mom said she will pay half for it. Haha..xD

My lovely mummy really good la.XD

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Then today I asked my dad.

Tell him I bought this to cure my face.

If not I will have no face to face others.

Then my dad said he will pay RM50 for me.

Really love him so much! Gam dom.!!!XD

I wish that my face can recover faster.

I really hate all those pimples! Kill them! Kill them!haha..

(The very first time I use Mary Kay. ^^)

(Today my free PSP arrived my house! excited! haha..XD extremely excited!)

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Today I got all my coursework's grade.

Really lucky that I din fail my Programming.

I thought I need to do make good test.

But luckily I don't need. phew~

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Final exams left 6 days to go..

Gonna work hard on it.

Aspecially my IT and Programming.

I thought my programming will fail.

But luckily I didn't.

I think I am really lucky.

But really have to work very hard on Programming.

Coursework's marks doesn't helps much on our final.

Sigh...

Arrrghh!!!

I don't wanna RESIT any subjects!!!!!

New Hair Style!

(New hair style.But doesn't showed much different =.=)

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Today finally went for a hair cut. (after grumbling around three weeks. lol)

I didn't went to Hair Impression this time cos I don't wanna wash my hair. ( I knew this was a lame reason. )

Then finally I went to Colour World. The very first time in my life.lol.

My head seem like lighther than before.haha.

And look not so messy like before.

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Firstly, I wanna apologize to MISS PIG cos I unable to attend your birthday's celebration.

But at least I still remember your birthday..right?

So...I guess you won't angry me. right? hehehe...XD

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I have skipped my class for yesterday and today.

Not going out to play but I was staying at home and study.

Wondering why I don't have such effort to study when I was taking my SPM? hmm..

Sometimes really feel strange you know.

My mom also said I doesn't look like a hardworking person..(ishhh)

Actually I really scared I can't pass my final exam.

I don't wanna repeat and resit!!!!>_<

I don't wanna waste money and time!!!

Haiz...

Wish that I can pass all my subjects!!!

Amitabha..

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Thinking not going to college tomorrow.

But my friend asked me to teach her accounting. =.=

OMG! I don't know I will teach her something wrong or not.

I also not very good in accounting only..fainted!

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Second IT test is over!

Finally I had finished my second IT test yesterday. Horray!!! =D
Don't understand why everytimes I will feel extremely tired after my IT test.
Yesterday after came back from college, I feel like I'm going to die soon.
Extremely headache and tired.
I started to dying on my bed about 9 something.
That was really early for me to sleep.
But I just can't control myself. lol. XD

Although I have done my IT test.
But I still have to study. sigh..
Final Exam is coming soon..(19 days to go) T_T
I'm scared!!!!

Mid term test's result:
Fundamental Maths - 18/18(1st test) , 30/30(2nd test)
English - (haven't know yet)
IT - 23.5/50(I failed my 1st test >_<) , 30/50(2nd test. finally pass. but really bad.sigh)
Programming - 47.5/50(failed! sigh..this kind of results.)
Accounting - 59(1st test) ; 95(2nd test)
Hubungan Etnik - A (lecturer said the grade will change from time to time..T_T)

After the all the tests that I have went through.
I realise that I really poor in IT and Programming.
Sigh..headache with this two subjects.
I really scare that I will fail my IT and Programming! T_T
Have to work hard on it!
Have to plan my time for study. Sigh..
I don't want to RESIT and REPEAT any subjects!!!!