This few days I was really not in mood.
I was thinking the road that I have chosen now.
I feel regret that I didn't choose what I want but just listen to my parent.
Actually choosing this course is not my choice.
What I study now is what my parent wants but not me.
I don't like to study about the computer stuff but I force to.
I even more regret after I had done my first sem's final exam.
I feel like my IT and Programming maybe are going to fail.
I feel like I'm not suitable for this course.
But now I knew that there was really no point to think about this anymore.
I don't have the rights to blame on others.
The people who wrote " Business Information System" on the application form was me not others.
So I should bare the responsibility of my own decision.
And I knew that I can't just give up like this because I don't want to dissapointed my family.
And I don't want to waste my family's money.
Maybe I will study the course that I want to study.
But at least I got my degree for this course and come out and working first.
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Today I had received my first semester's results.
Better than what I thought I will get for.
I thought I will fail my IT and Programming for the first semester.
But end up I get B and B+ for the both subjects.
And I got A for other subjects.
Although my results not really good but I'm quite statisfy with it.
I don't need to study IT in this semester anymore.
But I still have to put more effort for my programming.
Actually my results did boosted up some confidence for me to continue this course. =)
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This few days..
I realised something..